Wow.

I just read everything I wrote...

wow.

I was in a really bad place.

Since discovering that I have chosen the right path career-wise, I feel 90% better. Everything else needs to stay as a small memory, because it's painful.

This has been the roughest year of my life. Too much change, too much illness, and too much pain.

I just can't dwell on it.

For the purpose of not spiralling myself into a sad hole, I will talk about what is positive.

I have found a few strengths in my life. I am resilient. I work hard. I multitask.

I am applying for a few teaching positions here in Fredericton. Because this city has become so small since last year, I have been working with a company in Scotland and may be saying farewell to Fredericton all together. Maybe it's time to cut this last thread and just leave well enough alone.

I can't do this right now. Almost a year later, and I still can't do it. Sorry.